How to I start or even express myself, hmm.
I can't deny the fact that guys are better than women in the areas of mechanical, arithmetical and abstract reasoning but I really feel damn blessed to have my boyfriend as my boyfriend. Haha sounds weird *have my bf as my bf*

but anyway the whole current 3 years that I'm in this interior design course, I actually learn more from my bf than the lecturers.
Yes that's a fact.
Which is why I keep reminding myself how useless this poly course is.
I also see my friends who have better potentials wasting their time here then they can learn more and better stuffs than here.
They are people who can go straight to university with the knowledge they have but they have to get through poly first. I guess thats just how reality works. Everything goes step by step, unless you really can prove you're a genius.

My point of this entry was actually just to pen down my thought about this current project and this course but as I was typing I decided to not re-do my graphs.

I've been debating inside my brains whether It is worth for me to re-do my graphs or not because after 'consultation' with my bf for about the same period of time I consulted the lecturers, I actually learn what I can do with my graphs. Comparing to the consultations with the lecturers, all I get is "WTF and why should I do this and that"

Maybe to you guys it's just 'a pre-judgement i have for the lecturers and it's just I think my bf was great when it's not' but well I'm not trying to convince anyone to think the same way as I do. I'm just saying how I felt. And the fact is I do think some of my lecturers were great people and thinker.

In conclusion, I love my bf especially when he's behaving the smart side of him. hate him acting annoying, childish and stupid though sometimes those act make me laugh, those acts are irritating most of the time! << see this tanfatan!