I wanted to mention like my closer friends now are people whom i didn't/ wasnt close or even good with in the first place but things just got better suddenly without notice. It's like it's just fated?
It's like jc, we were damn good at first but some mother.!. bitch back-stab me and our friendship just stopped for more than a year. I mean we were back to close now (because jc got really guilty for believing bitches in the first place and i even cried really badly in school when she just ignore me for no reason at that time; but i only know about the bitch like few years after we were close back) but i really wanna slap that masked bitch so much. I always thought she was nice, polite, just normal, but who would have expect she's actually someone who is so fake. She was my friend's really good friend. May sounds complicated to you but nvm, you don't exactly have to be clear about this.
So ya, time pass and i became kinda good with this friend. Shit happens and all of a sudden, i felt that actually all the while she was just like her good friend(that bitch), she's been with a fake mask and all. I think sometimes it really takes someone of the same level to understand the other of the same kind. Thinking back it was really funny and stupid, perhaps complicated; you were close with this person and then she just say bad things about you and apparently you should have heard about it, but somehow you decided to just back on us and be close back with her, telling her everything we said and felt about her. Honestly, we got nothing to be afraid of; it's the fact that we just didn't want to tell her straight in the face. But I think you're just funny.
I find all those really childish, i don't even how why and how things turn out like this but anyways, i think it's like one of the best thing cause you found people who were true. AND IF EVER, those true people were the most fake ones, i will just take it as nothing because i think shits happen all the time; people come and go and they'll eventually just become history (not memories) in your life.
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I TOTALLY AGREE WITH THOMAS HOBBES STATE OF NATURE:
EVERY MEN AGAINST EVERY MEN; MEN ARE NATURALLY SELFISH.
(is the above shocking? like since when i even mention TOD without complaining!? HAHAHA)
In fact i can relate to so many tod-related stuffs.
Above is just something damn normal but i just wanna link it to be said by some famous people in the history. LOL
I don't know why! But this year's tod really got me kinda hooked on and i totally love yvette.
she's really good. She should have taught me year 1, 2& 3!!
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Actually if you realise, I'm off topic of what i wanted to say initially!
But when i read through the stuff i write, maybe it's not very obvious but ya, i never have thoughts of mentioning those bitches incident but it just came out naturally.
Maybe i should just draft something sweeter next time.
Side note, my boyfriend is indeed my best friend. But who knows, if he ever betrays me, i know i still have my family, my dear sister who will definitely be true to me cause we are the same. (lol, buay-tahan myself haahhahahaaaaaaaahahaaaaahaaahaaaaaaaaa)
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